oh yeaah. so i'd love to make things straight to the point here. haha.
lemme start then.
yesterday, we had our xmas party. haha. at it's super enjoy. lalo na ung mga gifts na narecv ko. i uber thank those people who gave me gifts, esp. those who've given me spongebob stuffs. grbe. super nkakatouch. :) then, that night, we had our paskuhan. it is really an almost perfect night, except the fact na hndi ako pnaygang tapucn ung event. nkakainis lng, kasi, that was my last paskuhan as a high school student @ ust. tapos, they wouldn't allow me to fully experience the paskuhan. super nkakadisappoint. at nkksama ng loob. and i couldn't deny the fact na hanggang ngayon, i'm feelng bad about it. REGRETS, panghhnayang, at pagkakairita.
now. i'm feeling quite weird again. i just can't get why people tend to be so sensitive and insensitive at times. i'm not feeling well, emotionally. and this bothers me a lot. why? because i'm fearing that i have the tendency to experience this "depressive disorder". but then again, i'm trying to calm myself down, and condition myself. i don't have to deal with everything, alone. i don't have to carry the burden on my own. i don't have to be the one suffering from the sentiments of other people. i have my own life too. and it just sucks to feel like some people tend to take your weak points for granted.
it's sucks to realize that not all people could understand you; how you feel, how you think, and how you deal with things. they wouldn't even have the mind to think of placing themselves on your position to at least know how you really feel. they just think of themselves. and wouldn't care of how you are feeling, and what were your insights about things. life is indeed unfair.
nakakamiss magka - =))
7:06 PM
haha. lol. so what's with this update? read along. ((:
Today's our PTC. And I'm really quite nervous for my grades. I know that it would be much lower than what I've had during the 1st quarter, so I'm fastening my seat belt for that. So basically, from 93, I got 92 in my regular Math, which is 1.5 units, the other 0.5 goes to elective (I guess. ((: ). From 94, my grade in Elective Mathematics has gone down to 84. And swear, that hurts a lot. o.O Physics, from 88 to 87. Pssh. It could have been better if my grade in Mathematics had not really gone down. The rest of the subjects? I got 1 point higher. And my Makabayan grade remained as it was, 90. All in all, my general average from 89.42 went down to 89.03. Well, still a big UH-OH for me. But then again, It's fine. ((:
Why is it fine? Oh here. Haha. My mom&I went to the mall to shop a pair of sandals for me. Well, supposed to be, only A PAIR. But guess what? I was able to please her, and she bought me 2 pairs. ((: I love it, really. :D And then, we went shopping for a blouse. Again, I only intended to buy only 1. But since my mom's feeling kind, she was able to buy me 2. ((: The other things we bought are those that are for grooming products. Haha. And it just feels so good shopping with my mom. ((: I wonder when could we do it again. LOL.
And. I'd also like to share a funny thing here. Haha. Well, at least for me, it sounds funny. ((: We were on our way towards the mall's exit when I saw a big teddy bear. I like bears, and stuffed toys, FYI. haha. So there. You know what popped on my mind? "NAKAKAMISS MGKA-BOYFRIEND." Haha. The thought of having that on my mind sounds really ridiculous. ((: It has been 2 years since I last had a BF, and that thing only passed through my mind now. And take note, just because I've seen a big teddy bear. ((:
Oh anyway, so much for my talkative hands. Haha. I guess I'll end this here. I have to turn this PC off since i promised my mom that I'd work hard this quarter. Yeah, I will really do. Inspire me, 'kay? ((:
my own fairy tale (:
12:50 PM
haha. just updating my blog here. ((: so, what's the title all about? well, nothing in particular, really. i just entitled this entry as "my own fairy tale" because i feel like it. and since this is my blog, i consider things here as tiny bits of chapters in my own fairy tale. gaaawd. whatever. my mind's in a jam. ((:
so what's with the update? i don't feel like blabbing about something in particular, but i just feel like typing about random things. whatever comes in my mind, my fingers encode it. and when i run out of words and ideas, well basically, i would end this. ((:
so there. as you can notice, i've just had a new blog skin, a new profile pic and description, and a new bg music. what's with it? nothing really. i just feel like my blog need a change. so am i. ((:
oh well, the song may sound so mushy, but i think it's the best song to fit in my blog today. idk why. it came from the soundtrack of enchanted, and it is entitled "so close". it's a good song, i should say. haha. and it makes my blog page appear more like a fairy tale. :p
so much for the randomness. i really don't feel well. o.O
